We had to put our dog, Kazi down yesterday. My husband & I are so upset and most of all sad. I didn't think that I would handle it like this. The sadness is everywhere & so thick in the air. I found our dog walking in the middle of the street 4 1/2 yrs ago. Brought him home with the condition that if he stays he would be my hubby's dog. Well, he stayed but he was never my hubby's dog. He was my shadow, my under-my-feet rug and my big head baby. Kazi would eat just about anything I put in my mouth but his all time fav's were cold gummi bears and red vines...if they are cold you eat them slower & eat less, or so we reasoned:) Also on his list were watermelon, red tomatoes, blue cheese and pancakes, with syrup of course! Hot Micky D's fries but he only wanted one at a time...so could you picture a 80lb Pit Bull being hand fed one fry at a time.
We did indulge him but not spoil him. I am glad for the time we were given with him and hopefully, he enjoyed being our 'Big Head Baby'!
My husband feels that his spirit is out there in the big sky but my feelings are that GOD
doesn't say that. My heart is full of sadness & missing my shadow thou I know that he isn't suffering anymore.
He was a joy to have & just maybe he is up there running free & eating bowls of hot Micky D's fries!
the tears have started again so i will end this blog for now. Maybe I will add to it later...
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I know how much you miss Kasi because we all are missing Haven who left one month befor him :( Hoping that you are doing well as well your hubby. I love that you shared about his indulgences :)
See ya Girl, xoxo, Deborah
Lynn, I just read about this and it made me come to tears, :{ I know how much you loved him because when you talked to me about him I could see it in you eyes, I hope that he is eating all the MDs fries he can hold! :}
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